Thank You for Holding Still While I Hurt You
you warmed my heart with your disaffective blankness
At the Atlanta Journal-Constitution, guest columnist Beth Collums is grateful.
In an open letter that starts with “Dear Kiddos,” Collums offers gratitude and congratulations:
To the kindergartner who never got to have a first day of school, to the graduating senior who never got to walk across a stage after 13 years of arduous work; thank you. To the seventh grader with an Individualized Education Program (IEP) for learning disabilities who had no special education teacher to help, to the hungry 9-year-old with food insecurity who wasn’t sure where breakfast and lunch would come from; thank you. To the fifth grade girl who had to stay at home alone all day because her single mom works, to the 15-year-old boy who didn’t get to play basketball because all sports were canceled; we thank you.
All the big things and all the little things you’ve given up mean something to us. We see them and we are grateful. We know that you have been shaken to the core and we are with you.
Thank you for adjusting your lives to the lives of others, even at a great cost to yours. Thank you for all the ways you have worn the masks and not complained, listened to news that was conflicting and put your head down and did your work despite all the adults arguing over politics, masks, plexiglass partitions and hand sanitizer. Thank you for doing your homework on a computer before you learned to write. Thank you for dressing up and having a ballet recital on Zoom instead of a stage. Thank you for being OK with walking home from the playground when the swings were taken down and caution tape was installed.
There’s no actor in any of this, no one who did any of it. A child couldn’t play basketball because “all sports were canceled.” Who cancelled them? Not mentioned. Precisely how and why was “the hungry 9-year-old with food insecurity” not sure “where breakfast and lunch would come from,” and who caused it? Not mentioned. These things happened to children, somewhere deep inside a thick causal fog. A few paragraphs down, Collums drops this remarkable line: “You were not the reason or cause for the tough times. It wasn’t your fault. It just happened.” No one did it; it just happened.
So thanks, kids! Good job! “We are with you.” The “we” who are with you over your pain and loss are the “we” who caused your pain and loss, but don’t worry, because we are with you! That must be quite a comfort.
This is just the beginning of the list of things that Collums doesn’t mention or discuss. About those children “walking home from the playground when the swings were taken down and caution tape was installed”: Is it true that outdoor playground swings were a major source of SARS-CoV-2 infection, or that very young children were the population most at risk for serious illness from that infection? Was taping off swings a rational form of risk management?
“You have sacrificed so much, for the most part, for the safety of others,” Collums writes, almost getting to the core of the thing: The things that were done to children weren’t done for them, but done for others. We sacrificed your childhood, but we didn’t sacrifice it for you. But anyway. Thanks, kids!
The things Collums is thanking children for: Did the children have any choice in the matter? Did the choices that were imposed on them make sense or have a real purpose? Whatever. Thanks for enduring pain, three year-old.
And then:
Now we’re going to do our part; to commit to ensure your generation has a chance, as the others did to finish school on time, to commit to remediate learning deficits incurred in the pandemic, to commit to giving you the mental health services that you deserve because of life-altering trauma and setbacks due to the pandemic and its impact.
Our deepest form of thanks to our children is that we’re going to get them mental health services to deal with their life-altering trauma. It’s really a warm and caring message of celebration, isn’t it?
“From the bottom of our hearts, thank you, kids.”
Now go take your psychiatric medications, and remember to stay masked up around mommy. Love you!
The Karenocracy aka AWFLs (look it up) are afflicted with the biggest case of Munchausen by Proxy in all of recorded history.
Step One: Sicken any children under your care or nearby with 1001 terrors, of anything and everything up to and including: a virus that poses little danger to them, or the possibility of passing on the virus to someone and KILLING THEM, or of being abducted if they walk home from school, or even of maybe having been "born in the wrong body" and needing a guardian angel to shepherd them on their Gender Journey™.
Step Two: Getting to preen in public as either the Victim or the righteous savior of the Victim, of being both radical social reformer, moral saint and emotional nurse, ready and willing to put a bandage on any wound, physical or emotional.
When these Social Justice church ladies look in the mirror they see either Rosa Parks or Mother Theresa, but they're really much more like Kathy Bates in "Misery".
And the next time, they will do the same damn thing . . .
But the kids are easier. I'm waiting for the . . .
Dear daughter of the man who didn't get cancer treatment in time and so he died, thank you for your "sacrifice."
Dear husband of the wife in the memory care unit who died alone after two years of isolation because you could not see her and monitor her care, thank you for your "sacrifice."
Dear perfectly healthy son of the woman who died alone in the hospital gasping for air who had to say good-bye over Facetime because we were afraid you would spread something that was *everywhere*, thank you for your "sacrifice."
Dear mother of the child who killed himself because he felt isolated and overwhelmed when schools shut down, thank you for your "sacrifice."
Dear daughter of the drug addict who was finally get his life together but then fell off the wagon because he lost his job due to the lockdowns and couldn't go to AA meetings because churches were closed but overdosed, thank you for your "sacrifice."
Suppose we'll get any of those? Yeah, I didn't think so either.